photographer that I will be ... In the field
if you want to see my first publication as a photographer, you will find some of my shooting web Cranks . Who knows really sure this will become
photographer in your life ...
Friday, October 31, 2008
Thursday, October 30, 2008
P.t.s.d More Condition_symptoms
The feeling is always that I am not able to build anything. Widen that the foundations are there, but fuck if I can put a brick on the other.
Anyone who knows me knows that will never save a smile or a joke to anybody, all you are Beven rejoicing with me. I love seeing the smiles of my surroundings. What I like most is not so much to know that others are happy, but who are happy with me, Cencetti are similar but very different.
but I do not think many know how pessimistic about my life, how I hate that I'm not doing, that everything I do I think it always wrong.
If I look back I see is scorched earth and large foundations. But the scorched earth is always better than sprinkled with salt, something you can still grow ...
I'm afraid, are very concerned about the future, I see black and I can not help.
are days around my head in a verse of the song The shadow line of Jovanotti, a simple phrase that every parent will say to their children, a sentence that I never considered.
"... life is not easy, it takes sacrifice. One day you will see it and tell me if I'm right. There comes a day when we must make a decision ... "And
'waiting long for that day will be time for all in or all out.
Choose or chip in to David?
For years I've been waiting for this moment, and that day will be pretty much the beginning of this year. ... New year new life never saying it was so spot on.
I have to take a clear-cut decision, but slut bitch I'm not sure about what I eat for dinner I can and decide for my life?
For too long have been the subject of myself, always on the bench waiting for a whistle coach. I feel I have only done apapparizione in some pre-season friendlies, not enough for me more now, I'm 28 years old and my career is about to end, I have to see what it's worth it or not?
2009 will be my biggest game, I must not miss this event, I want to be the owner and deserve the jersey, throw this sweater on the floor of pessimism, and run to enter the field to score.
This alone can save me, all or nothing.
Now I gotta go, I'm going to keep me warm ...
Sunday, October 19, 2008
Seborrheic Dermatitis. More Condition_symptoms
Hic sunt leones
"If he decides to throw to the lions, you must accept the risk of being torn to pieces" DB
The quote is mine ... it is simply a phrase that I was thinking just yesterday and that comes from a series of observations of events that have occurred recently to me and to others, the vicissitudes of the consequences of the choices and suffering inherent in the decisions open to the world. The world has changed and we must realize, sensitivity, respect, values \u200b\u200bthat were once raised now arrived at the bottom of the charts and become the daily values \u200b\u200bto accept compromises. I mean when I talk of compromise on a daily basis, I mean that you must accept that our needs can not be met, and while we await a more suitable comes to us, we should remain in the state we are that this can not be what but rather we want the exact opposite.
We live in a world of compromises and choices and complex decisions every day. We are at the mercy of the social dynamics in force ... we went into the den of lions.
You can choose to stay out of it, undoubtedly, is a path, a path that I walked for a long time, and I appreciated that, at times, but still ... I caress and training is perhaps more appropriate to choose to enter into a den of lions.
The point is that when you cross the border it should be noted that there are no discounts for anyone, no aid and the possibility of ending up carcasses along the roadside is very strong ... it is torn to pieces, slowly but surely lose strips of you along the path. The number of recorded injuries denotes the path on the skin as you did in the pit and how you are different from its inhabitants. Over time you realize what you are also different from you ... you were first entered as a little frightened lion, a lamb almost in disguise, and you find yourself in the path to be cynical and defensive ditch ... The changes you, has a way to act on you sneaky and effective. You're not the first you, you are not the naive that I thought might find a solution in there ... To survive you have adequate, instead of smoothing the tea you were, you made more edgy ... why not in the grave player who accepts, understands and shares ...
"If he decides to throw to the lions, you must accept the risk of being torn to pieces" DB
We live in a world of compromises and choices and complex decisions every day. We are at the mercy of the social dynamics in force ... we went into the den of lions.
You can choose to stay out of it, undoubtedly, is a path, a path that I walked for a long time, and I appreciated that, at times, but still ... I caress and training is perhaps more appropriate to choose to enter into a den of lions.
The point is that when you cross the border it should be noted that there are no discounts for anyone, no aid and the possibility of ending up carcasses along the roadside is very strong ... it is torn to pieces, slowly but surely lose strips of you along the path. The number of recorded injuries denotes the path on the skin as you did in the pit and how you are different from its inhabitants. Over time you realize what you are also different from you ... you were first entered as a little frightened lion, a lamb almost in disguise, and you find yourself in the path to be cynical and defensive ditch ... The changes you, has a way to act on you sneaky and effective. You're not the first you, you are not the naive that I thought might find a solution in there ... To survive you have adequate, instead of smoothing the tea you were, you made more edgy ... why not in the grave player who accepts, understands and shares ...
Monday, October 13, 2008
Mononucleosis Coconut
Loop
Sometimes you feel living in a loop. Phrases you are persistent and ever so closer. A few days later you feel you repeat the same sentence, same, unchanging ... Everyone has his personal
loop ... I have mine, for years, always the same, more and more frequently. Sometimes we wonder if there really is something to incite us, something that "calls" to this. It 's like if we were prepared and then it happens naturally and spontaneously. It 's like to travel on a Moebius strip ... and no end and no beginning ... but only repetition of the exact same scenes, the very same dynamic. The first time you get it, do you think is a coincidence, do you think are things that happen to everyone, the second is a coincidence, the third a strange destiny, the fourth ... I have Had Enough!
And every time in addition to this, I look back in one go before and it's like to travel at top speed on the belt until he lost consciousness before and after, until melted and confusing scenes, words, feelings ... retrace everything so fast that you would like indigestion and just break away from that infinite plane ... Stop the loop ...
the Moebius strip becomes a normal piece of paper only if you cut!
loop ... I have mine, for years, always the same, more and more frequently. Sometimes we wonder if there really is something to incite us, something that "calls" to this. It 's like if we were prepared and then it happens naturally and spontaneously. It 's like to travel on a Moebius strip ... and no end and no beginning ... but only repetition of the exact same scenes, the very same dynamic. The first time you get it, do you think is a coincidence, do you think are things that happen to everyone, the second is a coincidence, the third a strange destiny, the fourth ... I have Had Enough!
And every time in addition to this, I look back in one go before and it's like to travel at top speed on the belt until he lost consciousness before and after, until melted and confusing scenes, words, feelings ... retrace everything so fast that you would like indigestion and just break away from that infinite plane ... Stop the loop ...
the Moebius strip becomes a normal piece of paper only if you cut!
Wednesday, October 8, 2008
Cover Letter For Car Sales
Aerodynamic
Sometimes the lives we choose for themselves ... It 's so, there is little you can do ... lives often follow their inexorable course of opportunity and choices become so entrenched who we are today. I addressed this topic several times but always in terms of interpersonal relationships, but today I see it as a relationship with the work, what we do. Today, while working I thought about how much I love what I do, it stimulates my mind ... I chose computer engineering
aircraft for a number of reasons, including perhaps the passion for the subject is a minor. I always thought all the years of the university was not really passionate about what I did ... I was just "happened" there. I have often considered the idea that the wrong reasons I had not carried out on a path that I really wanted. I have often thought of abandoning, to change, drop everything and start again by another route. I never did ... because I like challenges, because if I start something I have to finish it, because I hate to see that those who doubted me was right ... because there are people who have placed their trust in you and you believe, and they were also the only ones, you deserve all you put your energy. Poly has always been difficult, so many close friends and many morsels to throw down. All'univeristà, especially how it is organized in Italy, can not afford to "raise their heads" ... if you want to leave you humble humble and learn to swallow. This is perhaps the best lesson that can give us, you learn not to be anyone and you anneal for the future, but you really anneal. In periods of exams to enter into an enclosure that do not understand, spend hours on equations and you fill your head with numbers, codes, graphics ... to not even understand more what they are.
Doubts have been many, it seemed that the others had no real passion and I ...
But today, following my thoughts on the problem that I am studying ... I realized how much I missed the aerodynamic research ... I was enchanted by the simulation of the behavior of a fluid and I'm lost in my thoughts ...
This is the best moment ... look at the air-molded on things and realize that following its path is still the one you like best ... understand that you are a streamlined ... and you really are.
why I changed everything in Aerodyn now ... I know that if this does not work try to go ... now I know that this is what I like ...
air, water, fluids and their dynamics ... design, see born, grow and experience ...
Give me a whirl and I'll be happy
aircraft for a number of reasons, including perhaps the passion for the subject is a minor. I always thought all the years of the university was not really passionate about what I did ... I was just "happened" there. I have often considered the idea that the wrong reasons I had not carried out on a path that I really wanted. I have often thought of abandoning, to change, drop everything and start again by another route. I never did ... because I like challenges, because if I start something I have to finish it, because I hate to see that those who doubted me was right ... because there are people who have placed their trust in you and you believe, and they were also the only ones, you deserve all you put your energy. Poly has always been difficult, so many close friends and many morsels to throw down. All'univeristà, especially how it is organized in Italy, can not afford to "raise their heads" ... if you want to leave you humble humble and learn to swallow. This is perhaps the best lesson that can give us, you learn not to be anyone and you anneal for the future, but you really anneal. In periods of exams to enter into an enclosure that do not understand, spend hours on equations and you fill your head with numbers, codes, graphics ... to not even understand more what they are.
Doubts have been many, it seemed that the others had no real passion and I ...
But today, following my thoughts on the problem that I am studying ... I realized how much I missed the aerodynamic research ... I was enchanted by the simulation of the behavior of a fluid and I'm lost in my thoughts ...
This is the best moment ... look at the air-molded on things and realize that following its path is still the one you like best ... understand that you are a streamlined ... and you really are.
why I changed everything in Aerodyn now ... I know that if this does not work try to go ... now I know that this is what I like ...
air, water, fluids and their dynamics ... design, see born, grow and experience ...
Give me a whirl and I'll be happy
Saturday, October 4, 2008
Working Out With Spondylosis
Moire
'Night then gave birth to the hideous Moros and black Ker and Thanatos (death, the father of sleep, brought forth the lineage of Dreams, not lying with the goddess gave birth to them some dark night, and the Hesperides that, beyond dell'inclito Ocean, the golden apples and beautiful and take care of the trees which bear fruit, and the Fates and Kere generated ruthless in giving the penis: Clotho and Lachesis and Atropos, who at the death when were born to give you good and evil, which of men and pursue the crimes, the goddesses never cease from the terrible wrath before he had inflicted terrible punishment to anyone who has sinned. "
'Night then gave birth to the hideous Moros and black Ker and Thanatos (death, the father of sleep, brought forth the lineage of Dreams, not lying with the goddess gave birth to them some dark night, and the Hesperides that, beyond dell'inclito Ocean, the golden apples and beautiful and take care of the trees which bear fruit, and the Fates and Kere generated ruthless in giving the penis: Clotho and Lachesis and Atropos, who at the death when were born to give you good and evil, which of men and pursue the crimes, the goddesses never cease from the terrible wrath before he had inflicted terrible punishment to anyone who has sinned. "
row Clotho, Lachesis and Atropos cuts the spindle plays relentlessly. Born from the mind of man are fatalistic fate ... this that nobody wants to admit its existence. The fate that drives things, the fatalism of events. Many want to rebel and go against this reality, they want to believe or pretend that everything can be done differently, which can change things. I do not know, maybe it's true, maybe not, indeed probably not. I have always believed in destiny, in the situations that happen, that happen and you can not do anything. In reality, those immutable or constant movement that leave you in quiet and sweet contemplation of the world around them. Sometimes rest perplexed of how life is able to restore peace and tranquility across ... how much coveted events and prove to be of concern to flow in the natural and simple gestures of time, leaving behind trails of delicate are lost rapidly from behind. Moments that we did not understand, or problems that seemed insurmountable walls, dissolve into memory more quickly than we think and leave a sense of emptiness and nothingness, a peace like we were immersed in the water off the coast of a bay covered by the shadow of the mountain. And all this quiet again ... as if it were made a knot to the wire and go on. The road suddenly becomes straight and go back to being that simple and straight life, the way in which we are bound from the start, again thanks to that thread of wool. How novel Theseus travels the maze following the thread and every crossroads, every decision becomes a little knot. Sometimes we are minutes, sometimes months, sometimes years at a crossroads ... then choose to overcome our fears and decide. Those years are the worst times because they made the choice to understand ... after the quiet is assured ... suddenly you find yourself on a path straight and clear and the only linear and proceed straight until the next crossroads. By the time lapse between the meeting of the junction and the decision becomes less and less ... is reduced because Experience has taught us that dealing with things in a hurry as soon as the door to a new peace.
Somewhere along the way ... and then find Minos's up to us to decide whether an enemy or, as Borges said, just be lost in its labyrinth as much as we are.
Before now I have only a line, who knows what will be beyond the first few meters I see ... I set.
Friday, October 3, 2008
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